I wasn't on at the Bone tonight, so I hung out in the back. They threw up extra people so the show ran long, and I ended up missing most of Futurama. I only mention that because 1) few things make me as happy as watching Futurama at 10:00pm on Cartoon Network, and 2) few things make me as happy as watching Futurama at 10:00pm on Cartoon Network. I've always maintained that comedy came first, above all things. And now I don't think it does. I still enjoy comedy, and I don't plan on quitting or doing something drastic/stupid like that, but I realized I'm not as "hungry" as I used to be. I don't run out and do crazy bar shows like the Red Sea anymore (work sucks way too much when I do), I'm not even going to the Forum anymore (no matter what the reasons, I'm still not there). I mean I went out to Springfield last week, but I am not getting on stage as much at all, and it just seems like I'm not catching the "breaks" I was. Not that I want to sound bitter... Not that I've gotten that many breaks...
I'm just kind of afraid now that, due to my all-or-none personality, comedy will take a backseat to new video games and stuff.